I'm 51

Yeah, I'm really amazed sometimes at how long it is between visits here> I guess sometimes I really want readers and so I blog at Myspace. the only place where I do have a few somewhat regular readers. Other times, I don't care so much... like now. When I'm feeling not up to par. Nothing especially wrong, I just don't feel right... like something is missing somehow, though I don't know what. I suppose part of it is depression. Not like I used to have, but I guess "mild" depressions, mostly due to not being able to do things like go tot the Atheist Convention in Atlanta... because of lack of money. I'd really hoped to meet Richard Dawkins. Hang on, I gotta check out what the hell is this "monetize" button I see on here... never saw that before.